Faith
Lately, it seems like I can't do the right thing. The more I try, the worse it gets. And I'm not really sure why that is. I can't decide if it's that I'm trying too hard, or not trying hard enough. Or, perhaps it's just that I'm trying.
You see, I found myself in a really good spot. I got to that spot by not really doing anything special. For the first time, in a long time, I was just myself. There were some changes. Changes for the good. But overall, I was just myself.
And, I guess that's what really bothers me. I'm still myself. I still do the things I did. So, why the change? More importantly, how do I get things back on the right track? All I know is that I'm bouncing off the walls in my head.
So, I guess this is one of those times, I just have to keep faith. It's just very hard.
You see, I found myself in a really good spot. I got to that spot by not really doing anything special. For the first time, in a long time, I was just myself. There were some changes. Changes for the good. But overall, I was just myself.
And, I guess that's what really bothers me. I'm still myself. I still do the things I did. So, why the change? More importantly, how do I get things back on the right track? All I know is that I'm bouncing off the walls in my head.
So, I guess this is one of those times, I just have to keep faith. It's just very hard.
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